Infinitely

It wasn’t by accident, I swear, but
I didn’t mean to grow up
But it happened, and when I grew up
I kept forgetting that I’d grown up
And I still feel like a child
Every other second, I’m reminded
Of this and that
And everyone’s hollering my name
But I don’t want to be anybody’s
I want to figure myself out
Give me a chance, to grow up on my own
With intention or without, 
It’ll never be by accident.