December 2011
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To the two of you that said you’d like if I put up the screenplay I wrote, I’m flattered, just by your thoughts. You’ve convinced me. Guess that wasn’t so hard. I understand if you don’t get through the entire thing, or decide not to read it after all, but here it is. If you do read it, I’d love to hear your thoughts. As of now, let’s just call it:...
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Shine on, blush deep, blush like you’ve just stepped in from a blizzard Your eyes always speak aloud, with brilliance that’s lit from the inside Keep that spark lit, don’t ever let your embers flicker out I love you for all that you are In your timid shyness, you linger in the sunshine All that you forget about yourself, I’ll keep safe for you Shine on, and remember just...
A month ago, I wrote a script/screenplay. I’d post it here or link it even, but it’s over 20 pages. So I guess that’s not happening.
I will always be.
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Unbeknownst to you, my dealings are illicit And every moment we propose to inspire We ponder in the vapors rising in the air Could you see me through the smoke, Will you breathe in what I have let go? Light up, watch the flame, down to the ashes.
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Smoke mirrors.
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Blow trees in the wind and walk a few lines. Read what I write, but read what I haven’t written. Everything is there if you just look. So tell me, have I crossed the line? Have I lost my sense of morals and direction? Do I know what I’m doing?
I already know the answers, at least for those questions.
The others will come in time.
What’s up next?
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Sometimes I have boundless energy and no one can even try to keep up with me.
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We smoke illusions, speaking of mindless musings and endless thoughts. The night becomes ours and we linger in the haze a little longer, believing in something real, a bit of the truth to speak to us as we wait. The air turns white, our breaths staining the cold. Or is it those illusions?
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I miss home. I want to go back to NY for the holidays.
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Call it madness if you want, but how do you tell the sane apart from the lost ones? We all wander, with direction or aimlessly, the wandering never ceases. Light your feet on fire so you can see your path, but only so far. If you know too much, you’re bound to choose the wrong way to go. Walk with purpose, but be lost. Walk with madness in your heart. It is the only way.
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I said that too early. The sun is rising.
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6:10 AM. I am not sleepy. But I should go to sleep because everyone else went to sleep hours ago and this isn’t normal. But I could stay up forever. But I’m not going to. But I could. But that would just be ridiculous. At least I’m going to bed before sunrise. That’s always a plus.
Pretentious. Fragility lost. Utter destruction of the mind. Several times, I heard your voice. Give up, I tell you. Let me go. Let me fall to pieces.
Dodging bullets bores me I’d rather stand in the trajectory path And watch.
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Anonymous asked: A year ago you would have thought words uttered by a stranger is what ought to be treasured but that was when college wasn't in your realm hence i'm amazed by your maturity yet i wonder if you see that maturity doesn't require education nor an ego that sits to wake only your thoughts yet kills you blindfolded while thinking heaven was on earth metaphorically
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I wish there was a monster in me That way I wouldn’t get lonely at night But I have no monster So I talk to myself, keep my own company More frightening than any monster Conversations of the night.
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Anonymous asked: We once made lemons to ache our hearts. We once loved another to reap benefits of our future. We once told god to be gone for he found love came with a sign that whispered "let these lovers be what never was" hence we kissed to make amends of our forever and wish well of our future as it kept hidden frames of beautiful mishaps known as our future generation to be.
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Shutter your eyes from the tragedies of the world But truth is, you’re only hiding from yourself The lies you tell others, Become the truth, hidden from yourself Shatter your heart within the horrors of the world Drown in the beauty and you will understand Lies never need to be told.
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It wasn’t by accident, I swear, but I didn’t mean to grow up But it happened, and when I grew up I kept forgetting that I’d grown up And I still feel like a child Every other second, I’m reminded Of this and that And everyone’s hollering my name But I don’t want to be anybody’s I want to figure myself out Give me a chance, to grow up on my own With...
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Anonymous asked: It saddens me that you do not write anymore and even so it is barely known for you left your realm to seek what many lustful doers think it's earth hence can i ask why so miss. You seem so fragile and kind yet you gave it all up for a college teaching a a possible relationship with a stranger you are yet to fully trust so why so miss when you could have been what never was in terms of writing
A lost shadow The sun’s too bright Westerly winds I hear the devil humming